as far as the whole "living with folks, going to school full time, not paying rent because I'm their son" thing. Yea, that's over. So this summer is going to be more revolutionary than I first thought. I'm probably not going to be able to follow through with a few of the commitments I made for the end of this summer and beginning of next semester as far as helping with and being in shows. I hate doing that, I really do.

I'm really scared right now because I'm not really sure I'm ready. But I guess I'll have to 'get butch, bitch' and deal with it. I just think by pulling the plug too early, my parents have extended the length of time until I am successful from 5 years to about 15.

I mean, of course it's going to be an adventure, and I'll enjoy that part of it - but it's an adventure that I wanted to take with a qualify-able and prove-able college education... or at least a job where I can easily find an apartment.

I'm just angry right now... I'm probably going to call a few friends and vent my anger, so don't be surprised if you get a call sometime today.